my heart cry n cry again...

cuti sem sbulan...
lama x? bagi aku kjap jew...hahaha...xckup2...
wndu nye gan kekawan aku...miss u...
tp wndu aku pd SI DIA...wah xdpt di ungkap kn...

sblm nie kami da xbjumpe...agak lama jgak la..
maklum la..msing2 bzy gan stdy but still sms n calling-calling...
emm...ase2 la da masok 4 bulan jgak la xjmpe dye...
lama kn??
siapa x wndu right??
wndu aku kpd nya hanya tuhan yg taw...
tp 2 sume aku cuba utk memahami..
dye bakal menduduki final exam...
xclah kn bg sedikit ruang utk diri nya utk study...
so aku hanya menunggu stiap masa..
mnunggu kepulangan nya...

ari meniti ari...skejap jew da bln 12...
aku pn da stat study...da msok sem 2 upenye...aduyai...
BANGUN ASZ...wake up!!! study...study...jgn maen2 la...hehehhe...
tp tetap bgn lambat...alwayz late...huhu...da cerah kt lua bru reti nk bgun..adoyai..".asz-asz"...

 hmmm...skunk da bulan 12...
perhh cpat nye masa...
pejam celik...pejam celik...da bln december...
opps...i have 3 month only from now to study...oh my god..
assigment?? hmm banyak nye...don't lazy2 ea asz...
haiya...da dekat nie final maO malaz lg ka??

5/12/2011....5 december??
 pe yg jd...cter la...cter la nk taw kn??
pkwe asz ala siapa lg afif la...
xtaw ag kew...lambat cgt la u'all nie...huhu
but i get bad news before that days..
you know...asz mmpi ptg tu yg afif akn tggal kn asz...
owg ckp mmpi mlm mainan tdow...so law mmpi di ptg ari??cmne...
pe pndapat u'all...?
reality or fantasy...
ok la...
asz gtaw si dia...dia ckp ala mmpi jew...
cok kn nye ktaowg gado...small matter jew...but asz nie touching ckit..bese la pmpn kn...
ari tu 4 december 2011...
gado n gado...ncib afif nie owg yg memahami so okey semula...

5 ari bln...
cmne ea nk cter...sayu la ati sya...
cdey n sebak...tp sya kne kuat...
sampai ble nk gnie...btol x?

masa 2 asz gan afif gah msj2...nk taw pe yg buat jd cdey..??
asz tkejut gan permintaan dye...
dye ckp "b t'pkse korbankn cnta b nie.."
ayat 2 da buat asz nagiz n nagiz...
sbb asz cyg dye..dye plak t'sepit d tgh2...
parent or me? who me? n why he choosen me?right...
2 la yg asz buat...pilih la family...lg better...family nie yg rpat cgt gan kta...is it??
tanpa dyeowg kta xboley cmpai ke tahap mcm nie...right?

spanjang ari 2 asz nagiz n moody...
sume yg asz buat xkne...
ase sometink missing...xlengkap idup asz tnpa dye..
limited sms n calling..no joked, no childish..
now...i love all of them..
miss n miss..

thank you willing to attend in my life
I would appreciate to this day....